This is definitely my end of the semester/year post.
I can honestly say that this has been theeeee single toughest school year I’ve ever had to encounter since being in college.
I’m glad that I’ve made the friends that I’ve made. The sisters that I’ve gained. The brothers than I’ve gained. I’m grateful for every single person that has walked into my life this year whether it was good or bad. I can’t say that I’ve matured. Because I haven’t. I’ve grown though. I’ve learned a lot. Mainly, to stop trying to make everyone else around me happy before myself, because at the end of the day, they’re going to think about themselves first. Which is perfectly fine.
I’ve never been more emotionally challenged or physically challenged than this Spring 2012 semester has been for me. My gosh. From day one, everything started to crumble. Then it got better for a couple of weeks, then just got worse. There have been ups and downs with specific people whom honestly, don’t mean anything to me if they’re going to be the way they are towards others. There are certain people that I’ve learned I don’t need in my life to be happy. Mostly, Jonathan, David, and other such people who don’t deserve to be named in this blog.
My main goal this summer, is to learn how to make myself happy again so that others around me are happy too. I’m extremely excited to be living with Ben, Marina and Johnny next year, though. Marching band should be interesting. As well as other things.
I guess we’ll just have to see where everything takes me. I’m sort of excited. And sort of worried.
